Soundtrack

Music is such a simple yet powerful thing.  I grew up with music being a part of my life in every single shape and form (my parents were both music teachers, to be exact - they were both MY music teachers).  I can say from those experiences I am not a performer but I do have an unbelievably deep appreciation for music.  Listening to music is where I found my passion for music to be.

For as long as I can remember I've used music as a form of escaping and also enjoying my life:

I'm a sucker for a good love pop song for sad and happy days.  There's nothing like an old school boy band group love song to help you remember how good love can be... or can't be.

When going out with friends, there's nothing like a good "club banger" to really get your night going.  Put on a song with a good beat and get everybody up and dancing.

On the first nice spring day of the year, I love to gather friends in a car and drive with no specific destination in mind with the windows down blasting hip hop and rap songs with everyone attempting to rap along - we all sound just like Drake and Rhianna right? RIGHT!

Having a down day? - no problem.  That's something that Britney, Christina, Mariah, and Whitney can help get you through by singing your heart out... GIRL POWER!

I also find music extremely influential for me.  There are certain songs that I come across and they have a way of making me feel invincible.  A certain song about love and adventure will make me ache for the same love and adventure they're feeling in the song.  I've always had the sort of imagination that allowed me to escape reality and become fully involved in movies, television shows, and songs.  I can feel what characters are going through or what songs are singing about.  As soon as they end, I'm sad... I want them to continue.  I want to feel more of what they're going through.

My point for this post is to find your very own soundtrack.  Music helps enhance every part of your life, not JUST the sad ones.  Make memories with songs so when they come back on your ipod randomly it brings a smile to your face and memories flow.

Music is therapeutic.
Music is empowering.
Music brings people together.

Listen and enjoy.

Listen and learn.

Listen and love.

Listen and live.

Pros & Cons

I'm sure we've all heard this saying in all different forms with it having many different meanings, "You only live once".  This 15 letter, 4 word sentence can apply to almost anything and everything in your life.  Everyone is always afraid  of the word "regret".  Afraid to regret doing or not doing something in your life with opportunity knocks.

Regret: to feel sad, repentant, or disappointed over (something that has happened or been done, esp. a loss or missed opportunity).

Regret is part of life.  But I'd like to "regret" the least amount of my life as humanly possible.  However, that's not always easy or possible.  So for me, the best possible way to try not to regret something is to lay out a "Pros & Cons" list.  

I have a potential opportunity coming up that would be a chance of a lifetime and quite possibly a life-alternating experience.  I've been verbally making this list via phone with my parents.  I plan to share what this said "opportunity" is as soon as it becomes more set in stone.  So fingers crossed things work out and I get to share it with you!

I feel as though many great opportunities are sometimes lost or given up because of money.  As much as we'd all love to have a life time supply, or just enough to pay the bills, money is unfortunately a HUGE part of our lifestyle.  So I'm treating this opportunity as a chance to really work hard, more overtime hours and Saturdays with one goal in mind... All this hard work WILL pay off and WILL be worth it!

So in conclusion:
Keep your dreams, hopes, wants, and desires alive because they are worth it!
Regret will happen but with hard work you can kick regret's ass and make your life whatever you want it to be!
Continue to dream and dream big!

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Farewell 2013

2013 was quite the year.  I started it off just like any other year.  I was in love with my boyfriend and eager to spend another year with each other.  We had our little home together with Muhka.  We had a great group of friends and our amazing families.  We had a great life together.  Weekend trips, dinner parties, movie dates - everything was great.

Summer came and on it's way out it left with a bang.  My relationship was over.  My life - how I was used to it, was over.  It took awhile for me to move on and get back to a "new normal", a new me.  If you've kept up and read my previous posts you already know where I'm going with this and what I'm going to say... surrounding yourself with loved ones in hard times help make those hard times turn into easier and happier times.  I'm unbelievably blessed to have everyone in my life who has helped me take those steps towards happiness.

So 2013, you started off great, had a rough middle, and are ending better than ever.  I now have a new love of my life... myself!  I'm finally learning to love myself, the good, bad, hostile, happy, sad and always clumsy parts of myself.  And I'm learning that other people love those parts about me too.  I'm very excited to see where 2014 leads me and who comes in and out of my life throughout my journey.  Cheers 2013, thank you for helping me grow up, learn to love, and learn to live.  Thank you, for everything.

My New Years Resolution: To live my life as beautifully and boldly as I can!

"Rocky Mountain High"

The Sunday after my birthday my parents dropped me off at the airport and I headed off to Colorado to continue my birthday celebrations.  26, flying for the first time alone, going to Colorado for the first time - I feel like a whole new woman!  Flying by myself was a breeze, I  just had to pay attention a little more than I usually do.  I arrived in Denver around noon and was instantly greeted by Jonny!!!  I was ready for whatever he and Colorado had to throw my way, I wanted to explore, see as much as I could, and take in all the beauty Colorado has to offer.

He lives and works in Boulder.  We spent one day driving and walking around his city.  It was adorable and I instantly fell in love.  Surrounding the entire city as far as you can see are the Rocky Mountains.  Calenders, post cards, and the Internet do not do these Mountain's justice - they are absolutely breath taking.  We drove up a mountain that is essentially across from his apartment to get some timeless pictures.  It was cold, windy, snowy, icy and extremely sketchy but the pictures were well worth it!

We spent Tuesday in Denver.  We took the bus from Boulder which was barely a 30 min ride.  What a clean and beautiful city!  We walked all around, even to some places Jonny had never really been too before either.  We stopped at Coors Field and looked through the gates at the field.  I have to say Denver, you have some interesting street art.  My top favorites would have to be: the over sized blue bear that's staring into the Colorado Convention Center and then the enormous random red chair with a pony on it in front of the Denver Public Library... enjoy.

Then we headed over towards the Pepsi Center.  We ate a bar/restaurant right next door and then headed over a little early to the Avalanche game to watch warm ups.  I have never been early for a hockey game to see the warm ups and it was AWESOME.  I was in constant contact with Steven to find out players he liked or disliked and I went right up to the glass to get their attention and pictures of course! Helloooo boysss...

The Avalanche unfortunately did not win.  But it was a great time and it made me remember just how much I enjoy hockey games - you got me hooked Jonny!  After the game we headed back to the bus station and back to Boulder.  It was an awesome day spent in Denver and we did a lot of walking!

The next day our end goal was Breckenridge!  We started there and made a stop on the way to the Red Rocks Amphitheatre.  And man oh man was that a beautiful venue.  We got to walk down to the stage and then we did a walk through their Performers Hall of Fame display.

Then we continued on our way to Breckenridge.  Breckenridge was beautiful.  The town looked like a snow globe.  We parked the car and walked around the main strip of shops, restaurants, bars, and coffee shops.  We stopped for lunch and had an amazing meal.  Then we walked towards one of the ski lift/gondolas.  This is a huge skiing/snowboarding town - for a second it made me wish we were there for that reason, just for a second and then I remembered how uncoordinated I am and why I don't do outdoor winter sports. 

On our way home, we stopped at a pull off spot and took my favorite picture of my trip...

We spent my last night in Colorado at Jonny's job, Shine Restaurant & Gathering.  I got to meet more of his friends out there and we hung out at the bar and had a couple drinks.  It was the perfect ending to the perfect getaway.

Overall, I fell head over heels in love with the state of Colorado.  My pictures and words do not do the state justice.  It is truly one of the most beautiful places I have ever been.  I asked Jonny if he ever gets tired or sick of seeing the mountains every day, his response was no - and after being out there and seeing them for myself, I totally understand his response.  How could anyone get sick of seeing them!  A big thank you to Jonny for hosting me and putting up with my for 4 days!  I totally experienced my own Rocky Mountain High while out there, everywhere you look, is unbelievably beautiful and breath taking.  I hope to one day move out there so I can enjoy the beautiful state everyday!

26 Years Young

Happy Birthday to meeee!  I turned 26 on December 6th and it was the best birthday I've had in a really long time.  I have the absolute best friends and family a girl could ask for.  These past few months have been kind of a whirl-wind and I know I wouldn't be where I am now without them all - and they all made this birthday unbelievable special for me - so thank you all, no words can express the love I have for you all.

The birthday celebrations started on Thursday the 5th, where Mikey and Tyler took Jeanine and I out for our birthdays - Happy Birthday Beansie!  The boys took us out to dinner at D'Raymonds where we all had a delicious dinner!  Then we came back to my place where we exchanged gifts and Mikey surprised us with delicious goodies for dessert!  It was a great start to my birthday!

The next day was my actual birthday.  My parents showed up at work with a bouquet of balloons and a new pair of boots - they know me well.  After work Rachel, Anna, and Caitlin took me out to Red Robin for big, juicy, greasy burgers.  Afterwards we headed home quick to change and then to meet the boys at Husain's place to continue the birthday celebrations.   I was surprised with a PURPLE funfetti cake on top of the boys all dressing up in purple and supplying purple plates and cups - thanks guys!  The boys also surprised me with a HUMONGOUS assortment of cheesecake!

The best part about celebrating birthdays is that friends, old and new come together to celebrate!  More friends showed up to dance, drink, and be merry!  Then we took a group shot (or 10 haha) and then headed out to go out dancing some more. 

We went to Stout and danced the night away!  Steven and Heather met us there and the whole group of us had a great time.  Because I love Husain SO MUCH - I agreed to take a birthday shot for him - for those of you who don't know, I don't drink.  Why? Oh, it's because I suck at it.  I'm so thankful and blessed for every single one of you!  The last thing my wonderful friends did was to make me a homemade blackboard birthday card!

Saturday evening my parents, Steven, Heather, Caitlin, Rachel, and Anna all gathered for my family dinner celebrations at the usual birthday spot, Four Brothers.  We all laughed and ate... a lot.  We ordered greek salads and pizzas for all!  It was perfect. 

I am so lucky to have these wonderful people in my life.  I would like to thank each and every one of you for making my birthday better than I could have ever imagined.  You all helped make the beginning of 26 the best it could be.  I'm looking forward to a year full of happiness and love thanks to all of you!  xoxoxo

25 Things I Learned at 25

Twenty-five.  25.  That's how old I am, but it's coming to an end because tomorrow is my birthday.  I was trying to think of a witty tell-all of my year at 25, but I came up short.  So instead I'd like to share 25 things I've learned at 25 with you...

1. Life goes on.  
2. It's hard to fall in love, but it's just as hard to fall out of love.
3. Surround yourself with happy, positive, and loving people - you will in return become those things also.
4. True friends will support you no matter what your decision may be.
5. Keep close with your family, and do not take them for granted.
6. Find ways to turn negative experiences into positive ones.
7. Never regret.
8. You're never too old for a slumber party with your girlfriends.
9. Dogs really are (hu)mans best friend.
10. Don't sit back and watch the world go by without you... get up, get dressed, get out there and start living!
11. There are no mistakes, just bumps in the road.
12. Laughing is the best medicine.
13. Love, a lot.
14. Find what makes you happy, and do it as often as possible.
15. Read, write, explore - repeat.
16. Splurge on yourself every once in awhile, you deserve it.
17. Dance every second you get the chance.
18. Let your emotions flow, whether they're positive or negative.
19. Make memories.
20. Life's better with music, find your soundtrack and play it every second of everyday.
21. Smile a lot, it's contagious.
22. Don't speed through life, take time to stop and look around and enjoy the ride.
23. A hug can brighten up your darkest days, don't take them for granted.
24. Be brave, fearless and unstoppable.
25. Be true to yourself always because you're perfect and beautiful in every way.

The most important thing I can share that I've learned is that once you learn to love yourself, everything else will start to fall into place.  So look in the mirror and smile, because you're beautiful and you have no idea how many people love you... <3